18 Comments

Sanobar, I finally found the courage to read and listen to this essay. As I heard your voice reading my words and then yours, I was reminded of something a professor had taught us in college about texts speaking to each other. You have shown me another dimension of guilt and what it is like to read a tarot guidance and find a way to apply it in one's life, while it flows. I loved every word of it and found myself in so many of your words. It is a blessing. This essay. And you. Thank you. ❤️

Expand full comment
author

Sigh! Oh Parool. I don't know what to say. I'm so glad we hold eachother's hands through our words. Tight hugs, sis! Thank YOU for the gift. I've finally decided to free myself.

Expand full comment
Sep 24Liked by Sanobar Sabah

Janeman! Thank you for recording this....I'm so happy to have heard it. This piece was alive and moving and throbbing!

Expand full comment
author

I read this loving note repeatedly :) Roshni, I'm glad you encouraged me to read my essays. I owned this shit and how! And a lot of that has to do with me reading it aloud. Thank you, yaara!

Expand full comment
Sep 24Liked by Sanobar Sabah

Warm hugs, Sanobar! Anything but average, so so heartfelt this is ❤️ and your muffins look so yummy, can taste their yumminess through your words.

Expand full comment
author

Easiest muffins ever, Doel! And thank you for the hugs and for the warmth in your feedback 🧡

Expand full comment
Sep 24Liked by Sanobar Sabah

One of your best essays Sanobar. Loved reading it

Expand full comment
author

I love feedback that shows me what I miss to see! Thank you, Farah ♥️

Expand full comment
Sep 25Liked by Sanobar Sabah

You always write for me don’t you.❤️‍🩹🫂♥️

Expand full comment
author

Lol I feel so good knowing I was never alone. Love and hugs, Natasha!

Expand full comment

"The draw of my fantasies has been so strong that I’ve practically created an alternate, exciting world in my head. Living in my head is attractive and easy. I know because I’ve lived there for decades now - since my childhood." The truths you bring up from inside you are gifts for your readers, Sanobar. This essay is stunning in its clarity and relatability. Hugs meri jaan.

Expand full comment
author

Hugs received with all my heart, Sumira. And thank you for mentioning the relatability part. That's the greatest return gift we give to eachother I guess.

Expand full comment
Sep 25Liked by Sanobar Sabah

Lovely writing Sanobar.❤️

Not once did your writing feel average. Loved every bit of it!

Expand full comment
author

Writing hi toh dard ki dawa hai :) thank you, Zahra!

Expand full comment
Sep 24Liked by Sanobar Sabah

I loved every word of this!! This essay is anything but average.

I want to read this again and again, Sanobar. And I will.

Expand full comment
author

Thank you so much, Sanket :)

Expand full comment

What a stunning essay, Sanobar! More power to your pen💛

Expand full comment
author

Thank you!

Expand full comment